nursery update in progress...

i think i've mentioned i'm not a very patient person. my husband really wants to relax while i have this seemingly never ending list of things to fill my time with... top of the list for awhile has been a nursery update. don't get me wrong, i love the night pirates. if you haven't read this awesome book to your kids, you totally should. when we dreamed of a finn or a sawyer in our nursery, we saw night pirates... it was fun and sweet and cute. it's still fun and sweet and cute, but it no longer feels quite right for our future lovebug and so while we aren't finished yet, i'll give you a sneak peek...

the space is not huge by any stretch of the imagination, but it's cozy and close, while still giving us some privacy (privacy? yeah we still maintain a smidge of that) and we love it. this was cay's room for four years, and i'll admit that when he moved out to a "real bedroom", i totally missed him. i'm also that hippie tree hugger mom that co-slept with each child, uses only cloth diapers (fuzzi bunz for the win!) and makes my own baby food... live and let live i say (i often ponder how incredibly powerful those six little words are).

first the before photos:

due to the small space, we thought, hey man, let's brighten this up... and so i dreamed up this lovely little idea and convinced the dude to go to lowes with me for picking out colors. this dude who used to think he wasn't creative at all is actually a huge help in the color area. a lot of dollars in paint later, and we headed home to make my vision a reality. we aren't done yet. i mentioned that, right? ok, we aren't done yet, but we're getting there... and i am *loving* how it is turning out! here are some photos...

first we needed a blank slate to start over (never mind that crib we refused to take apart and move out):

 then we started with winter haven, which is the prettiest off white i've ever seen, with just a touch of purple in it, and japanese koi for the lower half (because it is oh so perfect to complete my master plan!):

i worked into the wee hours of the morning, and then was up again painting after coffee and a few wrestling rounds with cay (his new fave game... crazy cayden wrestles maniacal mommy and somehow he always wins). as you can see, i had no time for snazzing myself up, that's just how i roll:

next comes the field and awesome tree... and i added a few leaves at the base of the tree:

so me being me, i hated the leaves at the base of the tree... ditch those and add river and giraffe:

my favorite taper of all time... the one and only dude that will do anything for me:

that tape? that was nothing... wait till you see what i have in store next:

those eyes up there? they say i love you, even though what follows can surely be considered some form of torture:

the very beginning, and just think, you are here to witness it:

have i mentioned i love hexagons? no? well... yeah:

it is turning out just how i pictured it in my head:

oh, and here's our template... i made a perfect hexagon with a compass on the back of a cheerios box:

the process... it involves me cutting tape, the dude taping the wall, and then i go in and fill in any gaps or holes, smooth and push down all the tape again (because it's not as sticky as we think it should be):

then i paint:

then i pull off all the tape, knowing that i have to go fill in those little hexagon tops oh so perfectly, but that's fine... i have tons of time while i wait:

it's coming along... i'm going to add another tree on the other side of the river, add elephants and hippos, and touch up all my current missing spots:

oh, and here's my cliff with a lion:

 i still need to make my way around several other walls, but i'm getting closer. it feels bright and fresh and warm. it feels a bit like love...

4 months...

nada

i haven't posted much. there isn't much to post about adoption. we are in waiting mode. the wait is longer than anticipated. we were told 12-18 months from the time we submitted our application to the time we'd be bringing a child home. it isn't going to be anywhere near that time. our agency has completely given up on timelines at this point, and the information they have for us is minimal at best. adoption isn't supposed to be easy; i get that. we're in it for the long haul, and we've surrendered our hearts to the unknown, which is insanely difficult. adoption is born from loss; i get that too. we absolutely want to know without a doubt that any child we adopt is truly in need of a home and everything is ethical and legitimate. that doesn't mean it isn't hard. that doesn't mean the seemingly endless wait comes with a light at the end of the tunnel. it may not, after all. so that's why i haven't really posted much. it is however, no excuse for not posting about our fantastic october fun times. i'll get to that soon. the only excuse i can offer is a crazy busy work schedule and tons of busy kid stuff. one of these days i'll have a spare minute...